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I've decided to add a little bit more information about who I am and where I've come from.
I was born in a small town in south australia, moved to a very rural community (only 6 houses and that was it) as my father used to work on the railways, repairing the lines. everything was going along well until I was hit the school bus when I was 5... when I say hit by the bus, I kinda rode into it. I fractured my skull and it now has a 3" long slight indent in my forehead where it split. only the scar can be seen, but you can feel the indent (I must admit it kinda feels cool).
From there, we moved to an opal mining town, that was okay, didn't live there for too long. Only interesting thing was when it hit 51.3 degrees celsius.
From there I was 7 when we moved again to a slightly bigger town called whyalla (which is a hole, or was, don't know what it's like now). Nothing exciting there.
in 1990 we moved...again. To adelaide, the city where I currently reside. Anyway, primary school in adelaide was travelling along quite nicely until my parents decided to put me in a catholic school. Horrid to say the best.
Then onto high school, where all the fun begins. I come to realise that I have almost no interest in women. So I come out of the closet at age 15. In the next two years, my life was turned upside down.
I was beaten and raped by 2 older student as they found out I wasn't straight. I had gone to the toilet during lunch and they had followed me in. I pushed open the main door and the shoved me in, which was the first time I realised I wasn't the only one around. I was knocked to the ground by a punch. A few kicks later, they pulled my clothes all off. Then one knelt on my back as the other, well, you can guess. A few more kicks afterwards, then they left. I was eventually found by a teacher who I made to swear would not tell anyone about this.
I've seen therapists for a number of years for this. One friend who also helped was the family dog. He was a german shepard named Max. He loved sleeping on my bed, but he knew the day that I had all this happen that something was wrong. He lay with me on my bed all afternoon, whimpering now and again, licking my face and just was someone to hold. I realised from that day I loved him (I didn't know it would ever become sexual, which a few weeks later it did.) He was the first male I was ever with, and I'd say my first true sexual encounter. He was so gentle and loving...
About a year later I started to date this one guy who was amazing. Loved all the same things I did. For 6 months it was amazing we felt like we'd be together for ever. By month number 7, he was diagnosed as HIV+ I was scared, I got tested and was okay.
He caught a cold, got worse and ended up with pneumonia. He was so tired and weak, his family never came and saw him in hospital.
I was the only person there with him when he passed away. I cried for weeks afterwards. What made it worse was the fact I was not allowed to go to his funeral, his family told me it was my fault. I was only 17 by that time and he was 23.
I spent the next year and a half in a drug enduced haze, just sleeping around with guys and dogs, not caring. Picking up strays. Even got a job for a couple weeks at a boarding kennel so I could get laid all the time. It was hundreds of guys and dogs in that time, I didn't care who fucked me, my life I felt, wasn't worth anything.
Then I met my current parter, he saved my life. I'm clean now and it's been over 7 years together. We've had our ups and downs, but it's been the most amazing time of my life.
Now over 4 years with the forum, thank you to everyone who has supported me through these years. |
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