I'm definitely sexually attracted to horses, no doubt, and not sexually attracted to people. But lots of things have been able to push my buttons. Sometimes I'll react sexually, sometimes not. The difference is I know I only want stallions or geldings to push those buttons. I'm in loving relationships with both one woman, and one former stallion, both relationships dynamic, neither at the moment sexual. Maybe tomorrow both will be sexual. I still have to define myself as not just zoo, but zoo exclusive, and even have to narrow it down to particular stallions and geldings, even if I never have sexual contact with a stallion or gelding again, and I'm never attracted to one again. It's because I know I want only them to offer or ask for sex, and they are going to be the only kind I feel I'm ever going to want to initiate sexual activity with.

I'm thinking that can be put as "I'm a mare trapped in a mans body". ;)

Have fun, and don't forget your mate today! I'm giving both of mine flowers for dinner. :wub:

I forgot to say, I know exactly how you feel! There was once I tried to prove to myself I was gay, and that's all it was. Trying to have sex with my friend (still a close friend, knows about my horse too, doesn't mind), I was trying to get in the mood, but went limp and actually started to dry heave. I was so embarrassed. Most times I just can't get hard. It's not that I don't like them. Sometimes I love them very much. I just can't always swing that way. If I was ever found out in real earnest they'd make me take happy pills. I understand though. Really most horses I have know are the same. But I know how they feel, so it's all good. I'm really a little proud to be zoo. I can do lots of things mentally other people can't. For one often I can have sex with my wife, whenever she wants. For another riding sometimes gives me a spontanious orgasm, on just the right horse. I'm not very good at riding either.

I think now after multiple rejections from human females I'm ready to just accept the fact that I'll never be anything but pure zoo. I know that a relationship with a woman is not likely to happen, so I've just accepted my attraction to horses and live each day with the hopes that one day I can share my life with horses of my very own.

I work with horses every day but right now any kind of sexual encounter is out of the question. The risk of getting caught is too extreme. Sadly, I must wait until I have my own horses before I'll ever be able to be intimate with one, which is going to be six years, at LEAST :( .

Closest thing I've ever had to a sexual encounter with a horse was having an orgasm while riding a stallion bareback. No reins, no tack, no nothing. Just hopped on his back while he was out in the pasture and held on tight to his mane and we galloped accross the field. I think what I was most excited about was the possibility of getting caught. The stallion I was riding belonged to someone who I worked for, and I wasn't allowed to ride any of his horses (he was a stupid prick anyway who didn't know what the heck he was doing and had no business with horses, the kind of person who has way more money than brains).

I still long for the day when I'll have a mare's hot wet dripping pussy wrapped around my cock. :wub: :inlove: :D

This post has been edited by horseybuttsdrivemenuts on Feb 19 2006, 04:47 AM

Well, I knew that I was one to love animals for as long as I can remember due to me living on a farm and seeing the aminals do "it", and watching every chance that I had. I did not know that there was a name for it until just in the last couple of months, I have been surfing the web and came across the BF and I got to reading all the posts and a light came on in my head. "Hey, that is me that I am reading about in a lot of peoples posts?" I soon began to feel better about myself.

Thank you all for all the wonderful posts here. It is like threapy sessions for me to be able to read about everyones experiences and to realize that I am not insane, that I am not abnormal. I am just one of a wonderfully elite group of people that are able to go about their own way in life and to be able to talk about it so that "I" can read for myself that that is a way of life and not insanity nor abnormality in any way. Thank you very much from the bottom of my heart. Thank you.

When I realized I wuz a zoo wuz when I wuznt just attracted to a dog, but when I fell in love with one. After our first kiss I felt my heart melt when I looked into his eyes, from then on I knew I wuz a zoo.

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I think i first realized i was zoo when living in this shared house that had this IW living there, he came an visited me one night in his doggy wanderings about the house and after we got aquanted he took advantage of me looking for a sock under the bed and i loved it. Thats how i found out :)

For me it was simply, I don't know a feeling. I just felt like something wasn't right in my life, and I wasn't happy. As far as relationships go I wasn't able to keep anything for long and finally I just...I don't know it just came upon me and ever since I've accepted it I've been happy with my mate Sunwheat, much happier than I was before I adopted this lifestyle.

For me it was a big black stallion at my old friend's farm who always seemed to get aroused around me. One day, I was in his stable, brushing him with a friend and he started nudging my crotch hard and was growing an erection. I was horrified as he nudged me out of his stable and on a fence hard and my friend just stood and laughed. She then called him off me and put him back in his stable. I just stood there shaking from the surprise and and was strangely excited. All day, I thought about it and feel dirty that such taboo thoughts I was getting aroused me. Well, good thing I'm a girl because it would be rather embarrassing if I was male a grew a boner. :P

That was the first time I realized I liked animals but, like most people, tried to convince myself that I don't until another experience I had with another friend's dog. I was dog sitting my friend's German Shepperd/ Rottweiler mix for three days. He was a cool dog to hang with. Playful and loving. I admit to having some naughty thoughts but slammed it to the back of my head when I realized what was I thinking. On the last night, I had him sleep in my room and I took a shower. After I came out and went to my room, I dried myself and started to get dressed when I felt something pull me down. I looked and it was the dog. He was really strong and forced me to the ground on my back. When I saw he was half aroused, I went crazy. I saw him start to try and pull me on my hands and knees and I almost passed out from the thought that I'm about to be f***** by a dog. I shyly turned for him to mount me and the doorbell rang! It had to ring a good three times before I could get my head together. i rushed my cloths on and answer it and it was my friend who wanted to take the dog home! I was upset but I gave him the dog and he asked why he was aroused. I said he was humping my couches again and he believed it (since its the dog's favorite past time :P) and went home. I knew then that I loved animals, prefer dogs and horses. :wub:

Wow Miss Rabbit, sorry the dog left before you got the prize. I am in love with my dog. He is a Belgian Shepherd and soo smart. I started having sex with dogs a long time ago and it started with the family dog. I was hooked since then. I tried a small horse and that was incredible but every time I do it, I can hardly walk for three days afterwards. Talk about being filled though. But my dog is my steady sex partner. He never fails to satisfy me and he licks up after himself.

always have bin .im not shure if i ever decided to be zoo . :D

I've been a zoo for years I guess, though it wasn't until I found BF and realized that I wasn't the only person on the planet to fantisize about dogs that I actually admitted it to myself.

DarkShadow

I never had that defining moment, I looked at animals as being 'better' than people on some levels from very early on. I never had a thunderclap or lighting strike in my mind. No "Oh my god, that's it! I'm a _____".

It was ingrained in me, the connection. It's been there always. Physical and emotional. The same way you just "know" you love your mother(if you do, I don't for the most part, but that happened later). That's how I knew I loved animals, in all ways, just as deeply as I can love people, if not moreso. It was obvious to me, it was normal, and natural. It was my life. And still is. :)


I do have one opinion on my own feelings on animals. The thing that pushed me closer to them than to people later in my life, and further cemented my bond with them. I grew up in an abusive household. People, even my own family = pain, torment and psychological+physical harm.

Animals though...always loved me, never judged, never got upset about stupid things, never beat me for not finishing the laundry at the exact time they wanted...they saw me for who I was and am, and loved me for it, with no exceptions. Animals have been my family. They did and do love me the way my family always should have. It's sad in some ways, but it's one of the facts of my life. Animals have always been my family, far beyond what the humans in my life ever attempted to be.

I believe that was an important factor in how strong my bond with animals is today.

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Anyway, I agree with EV. I never had a defining moment. I've always had a special bond with them. I'm quite introverted, so I spent a lot of time with them as I grew up...they can't judge me and they always love me. :inlove:

Working with animals nearly every day while not in school during the winter/summer has a major influence on my love for animals too :D

I definitely know how you feel. I grew up on a 97 acre farm until I left recently. 4 horses, 3 dogs, 11 cats, used to have cows, pigs, oxen, etc. I've always ben surrounded by them, at home, always taking care of them and bonding. They loved me when no one else did. They still do. :)