I was always gay but when i tryed dogs i just loved geting but fucked buy dogs

I've been into dogs for 28 years and totally love it. I got arrestted for it years ago, and had to see to doctors in the nuthouse and all the ones that try to make you normal. I am normal, I love my dog life style. It went on for over a year to where I saw a nice doctor that told me "whatever you do behind the closed doors of your own home or where ever you do it at is your own business" and he signed my out of seeing anymore doctors and him. So he might have been a zoo to the way he said what he said to me. Thats been a long time ago, and I've learned alot more by the internet and to trust a few of the fellow zoos I met on line. 4 of which I've met in person. :)

I think it's truly sad that some people would go through life thinking that sex is merly a man sticking his dick in a woman

I am who I am and it is this simple. I could only ever truely give my heart to an Equine, in bolth love & Sex for me they are but one entity love towards your mate is diferant to that love you give your friend and fammily,,

and when I lost here most of me died with here and is still by her side to this day.
She was my one true soul mate, lover, friend, companion, wife. We could not marry legaly but we were married in love, and no one can take that from us.

Since I can remember I have only been atracted to Horses for who they are,, knowing it hasn't changed me, but excepting my self for who I am is what makes the diferance. Why should I live a lie because thoughs around me can't except love for what it is, truely blind to race, gender, and species.

Then there are those people that thinks "Furry is ZOO" which is totaly wrong for some and for others OK.


Exuse to get laid? Could you explain.

I never even thought of myself as an animal lover because of the experiences i had, I just thought i was being kinky. I had no idea that there were so many people like me out there. I guess i dont feel so dirty for the feelings i have twards dogs any more, and hope to get to know more about this kind of stuff.

I became Zoo at age 21. That was 1981. I thought I was a FREAK for having sex with my dog. But it was so intence. I loved having sex with dogs. But I always thought something was Wrong with me. Then the net came along and I found that there are others like me. I am at peace with myself now. People have been having loving, sexual relationships with animals forever i think. I imbrace my Zooness now. I feel normal. I love my dogs and they love me. That is a good thing.

Could someone please tell me what a furry is?

I've accepted and am quite satisfied as a zoo. It has made me more aware of what I say and how I support other minorities. It colors and influences my outlook and opinions in politics. The only point of sorrow is in the need to keep it secret and closeted. I still seek a woman who is compatible and will understand, accept or is zoo. 20 years of looking and no good match yet.

Furry is for me just a good cover that approximates some aspects of my zoophile nature.

What is Furry? Furry is technically appreciatiojn of and fandom for anthropomorphic characters (Taz, bugs Bunny, Thundercats, Lion King characters). Furverts have a more erotic bend to their interest. Fursuiters like to dress in furry costumes (these are the ones you saw in the "CSI: Las Vegas" episode "Fur and loathing".
Some more defintions and explanations can be found in the book and website DeviantDesires (dot com).

For me it was a monumental discovery of myself, it explained a lot of things about my personal life, and showed me that things that I took for granted "when proper time/person/situation come " weren't so, and things that I never knew I had in me were there all the time, Zoo has made me a completer person (dog?).

Don't you just hate when you are ready in the lake, your faithfull retriever dog by your side and the darned flock of ducks comes in?

I think I ran the gamut of emotions. Growing up the butt of my peers didn't help in my overall outlook of people. When I first started experimenting with dogs, I couldn't help but feel that I was doing something "odd." After a while, I made myself quit, but the seed was planted.

I tried a "normal" man/woman relationship. After a mere year and a half, it was in shambles, and we parted ways. Once again, I was alone and lonely. Some of the old zoo feelings again resurfaced, but I supressed them - for a while. Then I brought home my male GSD. He was a beautiful 8 month old, and very well hung. Of course, the shelter wanted him cut, but at this stage, I wasn't willing. I found a vet that would do vasectomies instead of castration, so that I could satisfy the shelter, and still keep him intact - using his disposition as a reason. It wasn't long, and we were testing the waters again. I gave in to my curiosities, and coaxed him into mounting. I was in heaven, feeling him pleasuring himself in me. He delighted in mounting so much so, that his eyes would dance when I would get ready for another one of our evening romps. He also loved a good oral job, and would quite often shower me with precum.

Again though, I couldn't help but think that what I was doing was not quite right. Slowly, we backed off of the activity, but never actually quit. I also met an older bi neighbour at the time, and tested the waters of a gay relationship. Ours was rather unique, being almost strictly oral when it came to sex. During this time, another neighbour who had no business being responsible for kids, let his little terrors run amok around the 'hood. One of his little monsters got to teasing my dogs, to the point where my GSD literally went crazy, and I was forced to put him down, as he would be OK one minute, and an unprovoked ball of fury the next. I later ended up moving, and his health took a turn for the worse as he was a diabetic. We lost touch, and again, was back to being alone.

I've done alot more deep thinking on who I was. I would keep looking for zoo porn, to feed that deep down burning desire. I've finally accepted who I am, although now I don't have a willing "partner," despite my boy being intact. Oh well, I love him anyway, and coudn't dare to part with him.

Finding Beastforum has been great, as now there is an avenue to talk with people who share the same interest. B)

Not really that much. i think when i discovered my theriantrophy (real life werewolves, or other werecreatures) started my life exploration. I had always been insanely interested in animal behaviour, especially that pertaining to felines and canines. Of course I always questioned whether zoophilia is a good thing, natural etc, but as I slowly explored my own animal sides, and my relationship to animals in general (and gained a cougar boyfriend named Colin) that full blown zoophilia became a natural evolution for me.

I had always fantasied or dreamed about it, but more often I am either not quite human, or the exact species as in my dreams. My first wolf related dream was me as a female wolf in her first heat, dispersing from the pack and looking for a mate.

I have now found a local fur group that I am part of. There are a couple zoos and plushies in the group, but as far as open discussion, the act of zoo is still pretty much frowned upon in the furrie community.

Although among weres, even those in the furrie community, it seems that zoo relationships as animals with other weres in their wereside form (not natural animals) is a great if not one the deepest desire among them. Then again, full blown transformation is also one of the greatest interests among weres in genereal. (Physical shifting, as it is called, being able to transform into your wereside, not an anthro version of it as among furrie fans, is the most controversial subject in the were community. There are those believing it is possible, and thouse that don't, and it can be the start of many flame wars. Other forms of shifting, such as mental shifts, are accepted as possible, to flat out common.)

Sorry to confuse you guys. :shutup:

Of course it has!
The one thing that surely changed when I'd discovered my zoophilia, was that my life has gained some certain sence, it hasn't been so... normal anymore. If I hadn't realized who I am, I would've had so normal goals in my life - to find sexy (as long as young) wife, to buy a house, to have one or two children, yadda yadda yadda. I would've been to do everything that everyone else everywhere does. But now, I know I have to fight with (almost) entire world for my right to love and be loved, and that it is worth fighting for. I am aware that I have to be strong, resistant to insults and accusations heard everywhere (damned perverts, they rape poor animals!), and able to love someone hiding it all the time. I know if I ever have the mare to be in deep love with (good God please make it happen!) this love will not be so easy n' simple as love between my friend and his girl, it will be difficult and requiring sacrifice (how many zoos have easy life with their darlings?) But, you know... such a life, when you know you will have to work hard to be happy, seems to be really more worth itself! And this is what really makes me happy to be a zoophile!

I don't think it really changed me in any drastic way, but rather was another part of my life which helped shape me into the person I am today. Growing up on a ranch I always had a special fondness for animals. I love all God's creatures. :inlove:

When things eventually became physical, it seemed almost a natural extension - the next phase of my life. Yes the act itself was a bit overwhelming and did change things in that respect but my overall feelings did not. I was glad that I could share my love openly and fully with my pet.
I am bi by nature (I guess now I should say tri ? :P ) which my parents only found out when I was in my late teens and have been able to accept that. Tri? I don't think they would understand :( and this is the only part of my life I do feel a bit ashamed about. That I can't openly give my feelings to the world and have people accept me for who I am.

I guess that type of unconditional love and acceptance is limited to our animal partners.

Huggles :heart:

Discovering that I am a zoo was quite horrible experience. I live in a society that hates sexually minor [SPAM] such as people with fetish so I was teached that only normal male and female ,straight love was the acceptable one. Everything else was illegal. And it didn't help me single bit that my parents and step father thought that zoo people are sick animal abusers.

So after the society problems I noticed that if I keep low profile :cool2: about it it was one of the most fantastic thing that has ever happened to me. I love animals and dogs especially. I have allways had a dog.And now the thing that I have deeper relationship with my dog than I have ever dreamed about I see the surrounding world much nicer. I think that I don't need anyone except some friends and my dog(girlfriend). I live with her ,sleep with her ,go camping with her....life is great.

And being a zoo has given me a new look towards diffrent sexual minor [SPAM]. I see them as people that like diffrent than "normal" stuff and I can live with it if no one is violated against hes /her will.

So the only change has been that I have animal "girlfriend"...nothing else.