Miranda, You will have to excuse some of the people here. Like any sight theres always those few that are just looking for a quick jerk off section. There are some wonderful people here. I hope you enjoy your time here

thanks for the replies i dont know if i would have done it without the drinks. the problem is that now thats all i think of and nobody (friends and family) knows it. thanks to this forum though im able to express myself and how i feel. if there is any experienced ladies out there pls help me out on what to do next.
thanks ;)

Well done Miranda. Next time try it without the drinks. You have crossed the threshold and the world didn't end. Take time to think this through, decide if you want to continue and, most important, remember, you are only answerable to yourself. If you need support, there are those of us here who will do what we can to help you. Good luck.

Happy to hear about your experience!

Ok, Alcohol is a disinhibitor (as in if you are skunk as a drunk you'll dare to do things that you wouldn't if you were sober), it helps to start something, as in your case, you had the zoo bug already incubating, it helped it flourish, that was an experience.

The important thing is how do you feel about it now?, As your comments indicate, you are happy with it, (exited, entrusted, or something like that), so you feel no regrets, wellcome to a bigger world, I can't help you in the finer details, but I can give you advice on the general stuff (I also like male dogs ^_^ )

take your time to go further, after all, as said before on the thread, you only answer to yourself, if your ethos allows it, it is ok, if not, well, it isn't, and no one's fault.

Good luck!
Kaninov

What you do next is up to you, if you wish to go further, there are some wonderful FAQ's out there on the forum that I wish I had when starting out!

Can't go wrong with those!