A few days ago I was sat round a table with friends with a few drinks going and having a good laugh. The subject came up form my friends girl friend that she had seen a video of a girl and a dog on someone's phone at her work.

Everyone started laughing and joking about the subject and generally seemed freaked out by the whole idea of a human having sex with an animal of any kind.

Suddenly I felt like I was burning up!!! I felt like I was blushing and that they all knew about me and my little fantasy! It was the worst experience of my life. I wanted to just get up and walk out but felt like I would look guilty if I did!

Has anyone else experienced this before?? It made me feel like an outcast and a weirdo!

Thank god for this forum, you have a lot of members here so I'm not alone.

But I was round that table!!!

lol sounds so cliche in a sense. I wouldnt worry about it ,If yoits all how you act. If you react to noticeably then you could be in trouble or may rise suspicions. Im not going to lie, the topic has come up with someone my friends even if i start it some times, i do feel like i kinda tense up and some times i worry that ppl notice, it does kinda make me feel wierd but i dont worry too much about it only because i know were just joking. but in a way it does give you kinda of an idea of how open they are to the subject, who knows maybe you werent feeling alon in that room ;)

Well, I have never had any relationships with humans ever, which some people that I am around find strange. One day, the subject of my reason for avoiding relationships was brought up. I really hate to talk about it as I am not a good lier at all. These people I was around theorized that maybe I was not into girls, suggesting that I was gay. This I could easily turn down as the thought of me with another guy, no offense to anybody, kind of disgusts me. After I was clear about that, they then considered that maybe I wasn't into humans altogether, and pointed out my mare as a reference. I just laughed, keeping the spirit of the humor that was perceived by these people. I really hope they don't suspect anything. Maybe I should get a girlfriend to help hide my duel life.

Just recently this week a guy came into town a good friend of mine whos in the marines, he has a thing for me, as im slowly thinking about becoming zoo exclusive, i didnt know how to tell him i wasnt interested in him or anyone else and he too seem to come up with the same assumtion about me :lol: shows how "smart" ppl can be

"i dont worry too much about it only because i know were just joking"

there joking.....but your not ;) Thats what I mean though about feeling tense all of a sudden. I'm not really that worried about it, its not like the subject comes up all that often between my friends!! It just felt very wierd. Like they all knew! Strange feeling!

"Maybe I should get a girlfriend to help hide my duel life"

Haha, I dont think your future girlfriend would appreciate that!!

I have a friend that always gets abit of banter for never having a girlfriend. We went through thinking he was maybe attracted to men but didn't know how to tell people. He's a decent looking guy and good to be around so I dont really know the reason behind it but im sure he has his reasons. I'm sure that any of his friends or family dont think for a second that he's involved wtih his pet dog! I dont think that you have anything to worry about. If your friends joke about you mare, its probably just that.....a joke.

This post has been edited by TheDoucheBag on Jun 16 2009, 03:45 AM

Thats probably more a pride thing!!!

Yeah, bad idea. :lol: I have never had a girlfriend before, so I probably wouldn't do that well even if it were a real relationship.

But I'm still paranoid. Sometimes I wonder how long I can keep this secret. It has to be forever as the consequences are just too grim. Oh my, how this lifestyle is risky. Oh well.

Hey, I finally figured out how to do the quote thing.

yeah like i said he was a marine and was wondering why i wasnt attracted to him. yeah he had a hot bod and stuff but just because hes a marine and looks good, it just doesnt work that way. I am in a relationship with my dog at the moment, my family does have thier suspicions i atleast know i have places to go if i need to with my close friends who do know about me :)

Rasply Im still working on the quote thing!
I know what you mean about how long you can keep the secret. I sometimes feel like tearing my hair out when my friends start talking about bedroom stuff in their previous relationships. If they only knew my desires?!!!

Horndawgs110503 its really good that you have friends that know about you and your dog that you can turn to. Your very lucky.

If you dont mind me asking, how did you tell them for the first time? And how do you think your family would react if they realised there suspicions were true?!!

well i know they know and it was a horrible argument one day which is why i moved out but ill get to that. Usually when the topic of sex comes up i either bring it on as a fantasy or i would joke about it to see the persons reaction, the first person i told it all started out as a joke and he just figured it out on his own he was a good friend of mine, the next was my boyfriend at the time i brought it up as a fantasy and later just told him about what i was doing about a year later. he didnt react to well with that but later opened up to the idea. When i had no one else to talk to about it i have a best friend, the only girl that knows about me, shes just as kinked up as i am so i knew she would accept me though shes not into it and i just flat out just came out to her and she reacted just how i thought she would and she accepted me, she ask me if i wanted to move in with her up north im thinking about it. I have a cousin who knows little bastard looks at my computer but hes cool with it and calls it my furry secret, no [CENSOR] thing btw. And i have another ex whos kinda twisted and is very non judgemental just came out to him

Now the deal with my parents, im VERY careless which isnt very good i was always forgetting to lock my computer and my brothers would get into it or i would let them borrow it and forgetting to clean out everything and they would find it. And of course i got the usual lecture about how wrong and immoral that was and blah blah.

well i had moved out of town and things werent working out and i came back home. the restroom pipes were in my closet and there was work done on them and it emmited this fowl odor in my room. My parents were convinced it was my dog, but how stupid when they never let him allowed inside he had to stay outside. one day it was smelling pretty bad, btw this was last year, and i thought maybe i can finally take the blame off of my dog. so i called my dad. then he made it into this HUGE argument about how hes ot wrong that its me dog and bring my mom into it and it was just getting way out of hand. and it just completely threw me off when he says "I know your fucking that damn dog i know you are so do fucking lie to me i know your fucking that damn dog!" Of course i denied it and decided that it was best to just move, but i think if i were to admit it to them i would be with out my dog and getting counseling which doesnt do crap and im complelty mentally stable.

to me, it depends who well i know the peersono if i truely know i can trust them with this secret of mine and so far i have had none turn me down because the see me as a regular person

wow, I would have died!!

Thanks for sharing though, I must admit I'm alittle jelous that someone can trust there friends enough to tell them this sort of thing. Again, its really good that you can talk to someone about it.

Its a shame about your mum and dad though, from experience no matter whats causing arguements its better to have them in your life than not. Probably best that you denied it though.....with society today, most parents (if not all) would feel embarrassed if there child was doing this. Its sad that the world closes people's mind to being sheep. My parents are the same. They cant look beyond society. It makes me wonder why we as humans have an imagination in the first place when 99% of the population dont seem to want to use it!!

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lol what im agreeing with you

I suck at smiley's!
What the hell does it mean?!!