oh well. thing is were always going to get ppl like that. it was just more surpriseg to me because i actually spoke with the guy before he pulled all this. Its just not expected of our members. I mean if i decided that all of a sudden i wanted to create an account and put everyone here down i really wouldnt have a justifiable reason in doing so but just to be plain mean.

This post has been edited by Horndawgs110503 on Jun 16 2009, 05:47 AM

What a great post.


I can echo alot of the same, I started my zoo lifestyle many many years ago, growing up and living for a very long time in an area where the internet just wasn't available, in the middle of a national forest, for many years i thought i was the only one who was like this, and felt incredibly alone. I often questioned it and wondered why and questioned myself for a long time, it wasn't until i joined the navy and found the internet and started reading about others that felt the same way as i do that i truely started to feel so "not alone".

When i started you probably would have put me in the "beast" column, and i have to admit for a while it was more about the sex than the love, i had my growing and learning phase, and fora good while i had problems accepting myself for "who" i was. Then i met a very wonderful girl, her name was Tundra, I rescued her from teh side of the road, i have her story posted in the stories section, (fair warning it is a sad read, but worth it) I never had sex with her due to her saying no she wasn't into it, and i respected that, but what she did do for me was she taught me a lot about true love, she helped show me that to love don't mean you have to have sex, that there is love with out sex, and it can be jsut as deep if not deeper. I owe her alot, alot of who i am today is a result of knowing and loving her, Tundra my girl will always be missed forever. She also helped me accept who i am, and today i am fully accepting of it, and happy. Now i am 100% zoophile, i believe strongly in love before sex, and that you don't have to have sex to love a girl, or anyone. My girl i have now, my German Shepherd girl is quite litterly my lover, my mate and my other half, with out a doubt my soul mate, she is a wonderful girl, and i truely love her, not for the sex but for who she is. I'd love her the same with or with out sex.


Sorry about the length, guess i got a little carried away hehe.

Tundra

Thanks Tundra and i have read your story and yes it did bring a tear to my eye. Like you as i mentioned i started out as a beastie. But over time grew close to my boy even though hes lazy and makes me do all the work i love him regardless lol ^_^ Glas you can relate to my post

Well Horndawg, this was a very well put together thread, it has gained quite a turn out for 1 day old, and me thinks it will be something that should be kept going, just to let others know that we are normal, and there are more of us out there, you aren't necessarily alone because of the taboo nature.

And seeing southy inspecting this thread makes me think that even more, yeah i see you southy.

dont play dumb you know it was you bye funnydoggylover (fdL)!

As I had mention, well I dont think I did, This site is very important to me. It is my home where im free to be me. I may not be a mod or anything of the sort. Though I am just a member, I will still enforce the rules of this site and that means help taking out the garbage. :rock:

This post has been edited by Horndawgs110503 on Jun 16 2009, 09:44 AM

Again thanks to those who took the time to read and reply and thank you for your votes. i hope that my little passage was in anyway inspirational to and and will help you understand our community :)

OMG!! it was Funnydoggylover?!! He seemed so nice. Wow, I guess you really can never truly tell who a person is, especially on the web. :o :( That is pretty sad.

yeah the first comment on my post fdL2 was him and i reported him to the mods, it was sooo obvious im not dense you know ;)

He said something against Zoos? I just don't understand. :( What happened?

well thats just it i dont understand either, we were discussing it here just go back and read over and i explained what he was saying.

Well said Horndawgs. I have been in many zoo communities and this is the best by far. A 10 for you.
LTD

I knew what he said, but I didn't realize it was him. I don't even want to believe it. Oh well.

Yeah I felt weird the rest of the night and was just speechless. but yeah... Its a shame :( and thanks LTD :D

Wow,

I wish I could think of such great complaments and things to say like Secret_Admirer or Tundra can. (Sorry if I didn't get the name quite right, I can't find it below.) I do want to thank you Horndawgs110503 for starting this thread. I agree, but all I can think of to say is...

10!

Sticky!

I'm going to show this to South Florida.

why thank you but i dont think its that deseving for a sticky :D