Kind Readers

I am sneaking back on to the site to share a short story of a true experience. I can't stay long. I am well as are my soon to be twins. From every ultrasound measurements, they are developing like identical twins; two little girls. Jim, Em, Captain, and Buddy are fine. Life has been very kind.

Alice
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Hi I'm Rachael

If you saw me at the art supply store, the children's center, or helping the food bank, you might give me a second glance. I'm slim, flat bellied, with just a trace of gray that hints at my age. A smile touches my lips as I know who I am and I am happy with myself. This was not always the case.

My friends then knew me by my mask, a forced smile that tried to hide the sadness and uncertainty that haunted my life. Many attributed this to the last few years of Ray's life. My husband suffered a long, lingering death, marked by successive, devastating strokes and finally a fatal heart attack. But my torment began years earlier as age overtook Ray and our lives changed.

In our youth, Ray and I were very sexually active and he would eat me to multiple orgasms and then f**k me with his long, hard cock to bring more throbbing contractions of my cunt and ass before I would feel Ray pump thick ropes of cum deep in my womb. Children and work would slowly take their toll and our love making was less frequent and certainly less intense. Pound by pound we aged and our sexual adventures faded into memories. With our children now adults with children of their own and retirement soon on the horizon, I began to yearn for the times that we use to f**k for hours and sleep into the next day.

At night I would whisper "Ray.... eat me ... f**k me again... like we use to.....It's been so long." Ray would begin to finger my now wet slit and rub my numb to start my purring. He would slide down my ample belly and open my thick thighs to begin sucking my clit and fingering my wet opening. I ran my fingers through his hair and began moaning as my first orgasm began.

"Oh Ray... Oh Oh Oh... Yes YES YES..... now f**k me. Make me cum some more."
But Ray just kept sucking me. It felt wonderful to cum again but that's not what I wanted now.

"Ray... Darling ...f**k me... give me your hard cock... I want to make you cum too.... "
But Ray just kept sucking. I put my hand under his chin lifting his head so we could see each other.

"Ray ... I love you to eat me. God, you know how I love what your mouth does to me but I want to feel your cock. .... F**K ME.... F**K ME.... Please."
But as I reached for my favorite toy, I felt only a semi-hard limp worm. Ray looked away so that I would not see his shame and disappointment. My heart dropped and I never felt such sadness as I loved Ray so much and could feel how this hurt to his core. I hugged him.

"Ray... Ray ... I love you so much.... everything will be OK again.... " whispered over and over again. I stroked his wilted cock hoping that I could bring it to life. While Ray licked and sucked my cunt many times, I had only sucked his cock once when we first married. He came in my mouth and that was the last time as I spat his cum in his face. But now this was a different Ray. He was my love of many years but much heavier and age had taken it's toll.

I took his cock in my mouth and began sucking as I stroked him deep in my mouth. It began to respond as it began to grow and harden a little.

"Oh Rachael ,,, Oh God ... this feels so good .... don't ... I don't want to cum ....."
"Ray ... cum ... yes, cum.... I'll eat your cum .... " I slurped as I continued to suck and stroke.

"Oh Rachael ... Oh ... OH...OH...OH God..I'm cumming.... I'm cumming" As I sucked, I tasted the salty and warm slippery sperm as two weak spurts touched my tongue. I fought the sensation to gag and spit and then swallowed hard. There, I did it. I made Ray cum and I ate it. I sucked hard to get his last drops and swallowed these too.

I kissed Ray and pushed my tongue deep in his mouth. I know that he could smell his cum in my kiss. I had to let him know how much I love him that I would suck and swallow his cum.
"I love you Ray" I whispered. "I love you too Rachael." as we embraced.

Ray scheduled a doctor's appointment and soon we had the disappointing news. Ray was in bad shape and Viagra or any ED pills would probably kill him. Ray had to lose many pounds and get his heart back in condition. I had avoided the mirror too and knew that I had to lose almost as many pounds. We bought a treadmill and our eating habits were changed for the better. We could see after many months that our effort was having positive results. I dropped several dress sizes as 30 years of bad eating and lack of exercise were reversed. Ray was getting fit too. His cock was becoming harder as I sucked him off. But still not hard enough to f**k me.

Then one night. "Rachael.... Rachael .... let me f**k you!!! Hurry ...get in bed. " Ray called from the den. I ran to our bedroom throwing clothes with each step. I was now slim and my belly hard and flat. I threw a towel on the bed with a pillow under it so I could lift my ass to take Ray as deep as I could. Ray came in with his cock hard and long as I remember him. I was already wet from anticipation as he entered me in one long stroke.

"Oh God, Ray... you are huge.... f**k me.... F**K ME... hard and fast.... Oh ... OH... OH... Ray ...Ray .... I'm cumming .... F**K.... F**K... OH...OH..." I began contracting just I began feeling Ray give me three hard spurts. "Ray ... Ray ... Oh Honey ... OH...OH... " I came again just from the excitement. Ray collapsed on me as he whispered my name over and over. We fell asleep with his limp cock buried deep in me. It had been a long time since we shared our love with sex like this.

Now, every few nights, Ray would call out and we would have a nice, hard f**k with his beautiful cock. This was a wonderful change. But what was Ray doing in the den? Damn, the PC is there and I bet he is looking at porn. OK. So, he's getting turned on watching guys f**k and suck women. Or, maybe a little kinky girl on girl action. If porn gets him ready for me, that's fine with me. I just hope that our credit cards are not going nuts with charges.

After a few weeks now I am getting a little curious about Ray's porn. I get kind of excited seeing some men and perhaps some women too. A long time ago, Ray showed me some magazines that someone at work had given him. It showed guys with huge cocks f**king women with huge tits. These pictures were interesting but did not turn me on as they did Ray. But on the internet, there must be more that photos. I'm sure Ray is watching movies. That might be something that I could watch too. Just thinking of watching someone else get her brains f**ked until she cums was turning me on. I had never seen another woman cum. I'm going to peek next time Ray is watching porn.

What was that porn Ray watching that aroused his once flaccid penis into a nice hard cock? I peered though the partially open den door and could see Ray intently watching the glowing screen. I could not see the images but I could hear the familiar sounds of a woman in orgasm - she made the soft moaning as I did - and see the effect on Ray as his fly was open and was slowly stroking his hard naked cock. Watching Ray began a wetness in my panties and I was tempted to touch myself and rub my now erect clit.

No, I wanted to share with Ray and feel his hardness. I slipped into the room and Ray reacted by clicking the screen to a spread sheet.

"It's OK Ray. I know that you have been watching porn. I want to share with you. Don't be ashamed." I climbed into his lap with my back to him and his hard cock rubbing my pantie covered slit. God did it feel good! As i slipped the crotch of my panties to the side and pushed his cock into my very wet cunt, Ray unclasped my bra and pushed his hands under the now loose cups to fondle and pinch my engorged nipples. I closed my eyes and began to purr as I rocked and pumped his hard cock slowly. Ray clicked back to the woman as her soft moans continued arousing me even more.

I was at first confused at what I was seeing since the view was so close. I began to recognize the swollen clit at the bottom of the screen but her lips were stretched by a red bulge in her and spreading them open. The red bulge was connected by red tissue that went off the top of the screen. I could see the rhythmic contractions of her cunt and surrounding flesh in time with her moans. This woman was not faking her orgasms. And, she was having so many as wave after wave went through her. I could feel my own starting to build watching and listening knowing that this woman was experiencing such pleasures when she made the video.

I noticed something else that was strange: a thin stream of fluid oozed from her stretched cunt, flowed down across her clit, and dripped from her folds. Was she that wet? I never heard of a woman flowing with her juices. A hand came into the frame. It looked like a man's. She was not alone. The fingers rubbed her clit, slippery and wet from the fluids. Her moaning became more intense as the fingers had their effect and her hips moved and her cunt contracted faster.

The woman was having a hard time keeping her body upright as the orgasms grew with their visible impact on her full body contractions. The camera pulled back to reveal the woman and the source of her pleasure. A wave of revulsion swept though me as I realized what I had been witnessing. Framing her cunt were two dog legs that rested on the back of her calves. The back of her thighs were streaks of red where the dog's claws left their marks as he must have fought to keep his balance. Pleasure and pain are two sides of the same coin and she must enjoy her scratches as she had her orgasms.

Pulling back further and panning to her side, the beautiful blond was clutching a large pillow to support her breast with a mixed breed pit bull on her back. His forelegs were socked and dangled near her hips. His chin was on her back as he relaxed with his cock expanded and deep in the woman. I had never seen a dog mount a bitch but I imagine that this is what he does. I had heard rumors of a dog knotting and tied to a bitch but had no idea what that entailed. I only saw the rather small sheathed penis of a dog as it suspended from his belly. How this could tie him to a bitch was a mystery to me.

The woman grew still as her moaning slowed and stopped. Her orgasms were over. The dog seemed to awaken and slipped from her back. As he turned and pulled his leg over her, it became very apparent that his cock was the red bulge deep in the woman and connected to him by the thin red bridge of tissue. His tail was on the woman's back as the dog began to tug himself free. The woman gave a long deep moan of pleasure as I heard air sucking into her to fill the vacuum of the cock pulling from her. The dog pulled twice as on the second pull his cock came free with a audible plop. The woman gasped in pleasure as a wave of fluids gushed from her gaping cunt and spilled to the floor. Thick globs of dog cum clung to her pubic hair as the thinner pre-cum washed from her. This must have been the fluid that I saw flowing from her cunt during the tie. It was from the dog not her. There must have been cups of the stuff in her as it pooled on the floor between her open legs. She continued to hug the pillow as she basked in the afterglow of her sexual adventure and shuddered from time to time in pleasure.

My God, she must have enjoyed her experiences.
But she was f**ked by a dog. A God damn dog. My stomach almost came up as this thought raced through my mind. Yes, this was arousing to me but so sick. A dog... A dog.... An animal ... How could I let myself become aroused by such deviant sex? But I love Ray and I don't want to ruin the one erotic experience that brings him to hard erection.

Ray was really excited as the dog pulled free, fluids spilled to the floor, and the long, bloated cock with its red knot dropped to almost touch the floor. Jesus, I had no idea that a dog's sheathed penis could grow to be this big and swollen. Ray started rocking his hips to drive his very hard cock into me and his right hand dropped to start rubbing my clit with each stroke. My head went back as my waves of pleasure started and Ray breathed into my ear.
"Rach ... Rach.... I love you so much. God watching that woman makes me so hot. I so happy she excites you too. OH ... OH... I can feel your cunt grabbing me with each stroke. OH OH..... I'm cumming ... Can you cum? Cum now for me?...." I clamped my PC muscles in rhythm with Ray and started my orgasm. "Oh Ray ... Yes.... Yes.... I'm cumming with you. ... " and my cunt closed over and over on his cock as I felt his warm cum gush into me.

As our pleasure subsided, Ray held me close to him as his breathing in my ear came back to normal. "I love you Rachael. I was so fearful that you would find the woman and her dog repulsive and make me stop watching." I bit my tongue. I did not want to spoil it for Ray and let him know how close I had come to jumping off of his cock and slamming the PC. The dog gave the woman obvious sexual pleasure but he was a dog, an animal. Hell had a special place to torment women who had sex with animals. Is that where I was slipping toward?
That night I dreamed of Hell for having enjoyed watching the video of the woman and her dog but I awoke in mid dream with my cunt wet and my clit hard and erect. My sexual urge was so strong that I touched myself and rubbed myself to orgasm. I fell back to sleep still conflicted.

Our routine was set as Ray and I watched women f**ked by their dogs arousing us both to amazing orgasms. I was still deeply conflicted as my emotions welled guilt and shame for enjoying beastiality porn. How far will we slide. Are horses next?

But my intellect argued that the dogs were not harmed; in fact, the dogs enjoyed every moment and were just serving their natural instincts. The women were experiencing sex that could not be matched by any man and they had no fear of pregnancy or sexual diseases. Just as I had suppressed my emotions and swallowed Ray's cum now I suppressed my negative emotions and enjoyed watching doggie porn with him and becoming fully and satisfying aroused to satiation.

But then came the question that I fully expected but feared having to answer.
"Rachael .. can we get a dog? .... A dog for you?"

A dog? For me? Watching a woman cum and cum was one thing but the thought of actually experiencing a dog myself was both exciting and scary. I felt so dirty even thinking that I could entertain the thought of having sex with a dog.

Why did Ray ask me? Was it not enough that we shared watching the videos? Now I had to really search deep in myself. Did I love Ray enough to do this? Was this just for Ray or did I want this for myself? Do I want to feel like those women, THOSE WOMEN, and participate in forbidden pleasures? Am I going to Hell? Crap, I don't want to answer.

"Ray, what will our children say?"
"Rachael, they have been out of the house for years. We had dogs; they have dogs now. They will love us to have a dog."

"I would die if someone found out what we do."
"Rachael, no one will know. You will not tell anyone. I will not tell anyone. And, the dog will certainly not tell anyone. Our secret would be safe. We just need to be prudently careful."

So we started to look for a dog. All of the local shelters neuter their dogs so we could not adopt. After asking around, we found a breeder who had a pup whose mother had escaped while in heat. The pup was clearly not pure bred, nearly fully grown, house broken, and was going to be destroyed since he could not earn his keep. The breeder kept him as a pet because of his personality but as he was reaching breeding age, he could be a problem. The breeder was happy he found him a home. No questions asked; no money was exchanged. "Baker" came home with us. For some reason "Able, Baker, Charlie, Dog" came to mind but was too long for a name. So Baker he was.

The next few months were very strange especially for me. We needed to bond with Baker and integrate him into our "pack" before we even thought of any "extra curricular" activities. So, he was our pet like the many other dogs we had. But Baker was special; he was to become my lover and the source of Ray's sexual stimulation. I watched as Baker responded to our commands and became an ideal pet.

But I was also watching his sheathed penis. It did not appear very large and much smaller than Ray. But even a little dog cock will excite Ray and perhaps will get me off too. Once in a while I noticed that the red tip would emerge and Baker would carefully lick it clean. More than once I noticed a little dried discharge. Baker was sexually mature. He was ready. Was I? I am certain that Ray noticed the maturity of our friend and I expected the question.

"Well Rachael .... Do you think Baker is ready? Are you?"
I blushed and felt like the first time I had sex. Not with Ray. He knows that he was not the first nor was I his first. But now he watched as I was a virgin asked for her first sexual experience.

"Yes, Ray... Tonight .... Let's do it." I had watched many women in video's take their dogs and now I was going to take mine. I will now experience what I had watched. I will now discover if Baker can tie with me and give me his knot that I see other dogs give to their women lovers. Will my G-spot work as I hope it will to give me endless orgasms. In any case, will I be hot enough to get Ray hard so he can f**k me?
Tonight I will know.

The afternoon seemed so long but the sun finally set. I could not eat dinner nor did Ray even ask. We were so full of expectation. I was shaking as I stripped with Baker in the extra bedroom. He had never seen me naked and he danced around me knowing that something special was going on. Little did he know how special this would be for him. Ray calmed Baker and had him sit as booties from heavy socks were put on his four paws. I did not want scratches anywhere. As I watched for the first time this ritual that we would repeat many times more, I felt a drip down my inner thigh. My God, I was so wet with anticipation that I was actually dripping. I decided to take Baker in a missionary position so I could control and guide him. This was going to be the first time for both of us.

I lay on a firm pillow so my cunt was at his hip level. I opened my thighs and signaled Baker to come to me. He hesitated since he had never seen an inviting cunt. The smell of a woman in heat must be wonderful to Baker. He quickly then came and I guided his nose to my love tunnel. A lap of his tongue was electric and a shiver when up my spine. I had to fight the urge to close my thighs and also the urge to pee. A second lap followed by many more. Baker was enjoying his first taste of my cunt honey as he continued to lick and push his tongue into me to try to get every drop. I could not control myself as my hips began to rock and my first orgasm coursed through me. I fought to keep my thighs open to not scare Baker as he continued while I convulsed.

"Ray ... Ray .." I whispered to not frighten Baker, "God what an orgasm. His tongue is wonderful." I looked to Ray and his hand was stroking his hardening cock. He was becoming aroused.

I wanted to move to the payoff: Baker's cock. I had to feel as those other women felt, the swelling of a dog cock and the lock of the tie. I pulled Baker up onto my belly. I felt for the tip of his cock and guided it into my very wet cunt. Oh God was I ready for his cock. My cunt was dripping.

Then he hit me. In one swift thrust, Baker entered and began rapid thrusts, holding my hips tight with his forelegs. Baker was a virgin but his instincts served him well as he started on his first f**k. His cock was first like a long fat finger as he moved in short strokes. Ray was watching through a spray of pre-cum. I wanted to scream with the intense pleasure but I was scared to startle Baker. His cock was growing with each stroke. Not only fatter but longer. His pre-cum felt very warm, almost hot as he pumped and pumped. Soon he was no longer sliding in and out but was now catching my walls and tugging my cunt in and out. Now we were locked as my cunt would no longer expand to allow easy stokes. But Baker kept pumping as he started to fill me as no man had ever done. He was giving me his knot and rubbing on my G-spot. Wave after wave swept over me. I could hear myself moaning and gurgling. I locked my legs over his back as he still stroked driving me over the edge again and again.

"Ray ... Ray ... OH OH OH ... I lost count .... OH Jesus I thought I could keep track ... but so many .... OH OH OH... Baker is so hot. So much in me. ... My G-spot .... OH OH... Yes, it's my G-spot .... OH ...OH... " then I made some guttural sounds as Baker stopped and his cock started to jerk and throb. "Oh Mother of God... He's cumming .... Jesus ... his cum is so hot ... Ray .... I can't stand it .... OH ...OH.... It's better that I could have .... OH..OH.... thought..."

Baker relaxed on me. His orgasm had come and now his cock was pumping puppy juice to fill me to wash out any rival sperm. I could feel each contraction and warm spurt. Ray could give me two or three spurts as he cums but Baker was continuously spurting as thick cum mixed with his watery, slick pre-cum. My vaginal was filled and he pumped more.

Now Baker's cock was still. He was done. But his knot was still hard to seal his sperm so they have their chance before another dog can f**k me and fill me with more pre-cum and sperm. I squeezed my PC muscles to hold Baker as a good bitch would. Each movement rubbed on my G-spot and more waves would sweep over me. I want to make this last forever. This is how those women in the video feel as they try to make their tie last as long as they can. I've been pushed to the top of the mountain and I want to stay here as long as I can. I'm greedy for orgasms too.

But now Baker was really done. His knot was shrinking as I tried to squeeze and hold him as long as I could. This is the end; end of our first of many f**k sessions. Baker tried to turn but could not get over my leg. Ray helped him and with one long tug, Baker pulled from me. I heard and felt the vibration as air filled the vacuum of his long cock.

"Oh Ray .... OH OH ... I just came again.... Just like some of those women.... OH Jesus it's incredible just feeling him pull out.' My ass was flooded as his juices spilled from me. I felt so empty. His cock was gone and his warm body was no longer on me.

I looked up to Ray. His cock was long and hard. I got him excited. But now my cunt was too loose. As big as we would like his cock to be, Ray could never fill the void left by Baker. I expect this after watching all of those videos and I prepared for this.

"Ray ... Ray darling.... my ass is clear. I took an enema this afternoon. Just pump me with KY and f**k me, Yes, take my ass." No one had ever f**ked my ass and Ray was surprised that I had become such a brazen whore for him. I rolled over on to my belly exposing my rosebud to Ray.

I relaxed as he pushed the tube of KY into me and the cold jell soon filled me. Ray pushed his cock deep into my cunt to cover it with Baker's slippery pre-cum. I could not feel him in me and I knew that Ray could not feel the side walls either. Next I felt pressure as Ray pushed his cock head against my virgin rosebud. I slowly opened to him as he began to slide where no man had ever been. Ray had to be really hard to f**k my ass and he was up to the task. I didn't think that I could orgasm from an anal f**k but some strokes on my clit brought me off and I squeezed Ray with my sphincter as he shot his wad in three strong spurts. Ray held me close to him as his cock softened and we shared many moments with him still in me. But he had to pull out. I had the strong urge to pass the trapped air from Ray and I wanted to be on the toilet.

For a while our lives were in a routine with Baker and Ray sharing me. We never looked at another video. I never felt so content and so sexually and emotionally satisfied. As I went about my public business at the store and with my friends, the feeling of guilt still haunted me and my smile was a little forced. I was scared that someone would find out and that I would be labeled as a pervert and animal abuser.
Then it started.

The years of saturated fats and inactivity caught up with Ray. It began with a small stroke. His speech became a little slurred. His erection was now weak. Even my sessions with Baker could not arouse his member to workable hardness. I was now sucking and swallowing to help Ray. I stopped f**king Baker since Ray was not able to respond.

"Rachael .... Rachael ... ", Ray whispered, "F**k Baker. Let me watch. Baker needs your love and most importantly, you need his physical love and his affection. I can't f**k you anymore but you need it. Don't deny yourself. I want you to have him. I'll watch. It makes me so happy to see you cum and be satisfied." So now I let Baker take me when Ray wants to watch. And Ray did like watching us. I sucked Ray every time.

Then another stroke. And another. Ray could only signal when he wanted to watch and Baker and I would f**k many times to see a slight smile on Ray's almost frozen face. I had to have 24 hour assistance to care for Ray but we still had time alone with just the three of us. We were vary careful and I am certain that none of the ladies who helped had any suspicion of what we were doing at night in my bed next to Ray's. I quickly learned to have very quite orgasms and we cleaned up our own mess in the master bathroom.

As time passed, I could only guess if Ray wanted to watch or if he was even aware of what his wife and their dog were doing. But I still f**ked Baker for him and sucked him off. I am so happy that his stroke did not affect his ejaculation reflexes. I know that Ray must have felt something as he still made grunts.

But then it finally happened. Ray jerked and seemed to call out. A 911 call but it was clear that trying to keep Ray alive after the massive heart attack would only further our shared agony. Ray passed into our memories.

Four photos of Ray are on the walls of the extra bedroom. Ray watches us from every side as Baker and I share what Ray loved to watch. Yes, Baker is my physical lover but Ray is my only true love. I know that I am a dog f**ker.

I am at peace. I know who I am and very comfortable with myself.

Rachael

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Kind Readers

I enjoy writing for your pleasure. I hope to return from time to time so leave me comments if you enjoy what I write.

Always
Alice

This post has been edited by alicealice on Dec 11 2008, 01:57 AM

Welcome back Alice..even for a short time...beautiful story so far. I love the way you write. You have been missed here greatly and by more and better then me...

Thank you for not staying away.

Congrats on the twins and keep taking care of your self and your family!!!!

JS

:wine: :hug:

Very well written. Hope to read more from you.
Thanks for sharing with us.

dilligaff5

js3631, dilligaff5, and Kind Readers

Thank you for your kind comments.

Alice

hi alicealice wellcome back with again an amazing story you did well and we just hope it will not take too long now for another one more than a 10 for you

Lovely story, well done! :)

Have not lost a thing ,your stories are always very well done
another 10

Wow ! Thank you for sharing your story, so hot and wonderful

Excellent story! thanks for posting it.

How nice to see our dear Alice again! Please update some of your stories if you don't have time to write new ones! How very nice to see a story from you again Alice!

Your devoted fan.

Hoseboy

alicealice:

WOW!!!!!!

What a return that was, alicealice!!!!! Simply one of the best pieces you've posted here in quite a while and well worth waiting for, too, I might add!!! So glad to see you back and I do hope you'll be back soon with more for your 'rabid' fans here, of which I'm one!!!!

Thank you, dear, for deeming to share this with us all.

Another 10 has already been left for you as well.

Jetsons