Sunday, May 25 2008: 2118hrs

Today is my only day off from work. I'm a State Officer and let me tell you its not easy being me. I have many women flirting with me and I have no sexual attraction to humans, so I have to play it off with a joking flirt but not a serous one. It all in an effort to keep people from discovering who I am.
Today was nice, I went to the park with my family and saw they for the first time in months. A nice lunch and a few jokes here and there, nothing special but still a nice day. I'm going to the bar later to get shit faced and try to have some fun. :beer: :rock:

A little information about me. Being zoo-sexual of at least zoo curious runs in my family. It's kind of cool but we keep it on the down low and don't talk about it too much.

I found out a year ago when I told me mom what I was. She laughed and said "Looks like we got another one." I found out she was zoo curious and active only up to the point of having a few dogs lick her, she said she fantasized about being boned by horses all the time. And she told me that her mother was active with dogs, and our great grandpa was a zoo pimp. lol :P

I don't suggest telling anyone in your family, but I'm kinda glad I told my mom, I know I'm not the only one in the family. :lol:

Wow, glad that worked out for you. ^_^

Yeah, totally! How cool is that :D!

moved to zoophilia

Thanx. Ya I was glad too. :lol: I was going through the worst times of my life and was about to off myself that day because of what I am. I wanted to see if I would be excepted for who I am, it worked out for the better. :whistling:

It just sux being a zoo exclusive when thats the only thing your attracted to and you've never been with a beast. :blush: ;)

This post has been edited by Retribution_4_TW on May 26 2008, 01:10 PM

You say "you have never been with a beast," but you are zoo excluive ? :thinking:

that made me lol :lol:

I am happy for you!, finding such a support is cool actually!

I bet vital parts of my anatomy (the right lung that is) your situation isn't as hard as that of us where you are supposed to be like something else or else!

Best regards!

and this is a proof that we have some sort of genetic pre disposition

let's just hope that we non zoo exclusives can spread the bad genes arround! he he he!

Zoo exclusive and never been with an animal ?

Am I missing something here ?

:huh:

you don't have to be sexural with an animal to love them, you can love and be attracted to an animal before sex acturally happens, although to be exclusive before hand is not common i would not discount it.

I to sort of fit this bill, i was always attracted to dogs, even when young if given the choice of hanging out with people or the dogs i'd choose the dogs every time.

But hopefuly one day you'll be able to fix that and have your first experiance, and it will probably be wonderful.

I to am zoo exclusive, but more so than most as i'm female dog exclusive and then exclusive to my female shepard girl. I do know some of the feelings you share, i live with a female roomie whom is non zoo and don't know about me, and i'm always getting the "you going to fuck your roomie" remark from co workers and i have to play it off but that has always been one thing that has bugged me, is people can't believe that a man and women can live together as great friends, and room mates, and be it as just that, no sex, no "special favors" just 2 people who get along very well and are good friends, just opposite sex. Niether of us expect anything from the other. Just most people think because we live in the same house we are doing it, but we don't even sleep together lol i sleep upstairs while she is downstairs.

So trust me, i know how you feel, but I have accepted me along time ago, and am very happy with who i am, and have stopped questioning it.

As far as genetic disposition that is what i think happened to me, i have been attracted to female dogs forever, never once in my life been attracted to a human, i tried once with a girl but it ended badly and never could do much with her.

Best regards,
Tundra

This post has been edited by tundra on May 27 2008, 09:05 AM

Yup, I only like animals but I've never had the opportunity. I've fucked many women in my life but it didn't really interest me, I just did it to try and force myself to be "normal". I don't anymore of late.

I've had a pet dog. Her name was Bear, she was a German Sheppard/ Doberman and Rotty mix. I was too big for her even when she was in heat. I only got the chance to finger her a few times. She had to be put down a year ago. She was way too over protective, she would bite anyone that got too close to me and she ended up biting the owner of the house I was renting from. :lol: I miss her a lot. :(

I've never been able to afford a place that allows pets since then. And let me tell you, a life with no sex sux. <_< But I mange by being a work-a-hollic. It help me to keep my mind off it and gives me hope that I'll be able to afford a place one day. :rolleyes:

Today was the longest and most boring day. I got posted at the main FRC station and since it was a holiday no one but me and two other lower officers and some soldiers. I mostly chilled in my office, surfed the next and played some flash games for a few hours waiting for something to happen.

I later went on a motorcycle patrol and went looking for any suspicions activity around the perimeter. It was fun for a wile but got old quick because it was so fucking cold out. (48F) I went to Mic Fatties for lunch and chilled with the soldiers smoking a few sigs. The end of the day was kind of cool, me and another officer and a few soldiers chilled and watched a few comedians on my computer in the office.

I went straight home. I can't eat for a few days cause I'm negative money in the bank till Friday. I don't even know how I'm gona get to work tomorrow. But for now at least I can relax and kick back for a wile. I'll worry about it tomorrow.

All I have to say is this ressesion sux and Bush is a peace of :badwords: for bringing the great country to the brink of destruction.

Yep. That means I'm only attracted to animals. I've had a few oral encounters but tech. I'm still a zoo virgin. lol :blush:

There just was never anything attractive about the human form to me. ^_^ Humans are forever stuck in the friends only zone. :lol:

This post has been edited by Retribution_4_TW on May 27 2008, 09:55 AM

Wow. Friends only?