Loooong day let me tell you. I'm not at all tired or exhausted it was just boring at my first job and the same ol' shit at the other. Same shit different day. :lol:

Well working at the casino is cool and all but I hate doing security work, so much bullshit red tape. I feel sorry for the security guards. :pinch:

On my way to my main job I arrested a drunk driver leaving the casino. lol Talk about luck (for me :lol: ). I didn't even clock in and I was already doing work. Ha. The rest of the day was basically uneventful. It was kind of cool cause I got to eat a decent lunch today. It might not be a big deal to most people but recently is to me, lol. One of the lower ranking newbies offered to buy me luch to get on my good side, and if you know me I'll never turn down food. :P I still went to Mc fatties after eating what he bought me.

After the long and enduring day was over I spent my last $10 on gas. <_< Well now I have to do a payday loan if I can't collect on this asshole that owes me money. :evil:

For now I am still careening twords financial ruin, well at least till next pay check. After that I'll be caught up and then some. :w00t:

O and that credit card I was waiting on, I got declined. lol talk about pure disappointment. :rolleyes:

It's good that you got some food today :D
and good job arresting that drunk driver, who knows what kind of trouble he could have caused.

Hey... It's good to hear that atleast you ate decently... About those payday advancements... Watch out, the interest can be up to 500%!

man you need to get a capital one credit card or HSBC they offer cards from 300-500 dollars I got one and I have no credit lol try that but just lean on it when you have to if you run the bill up to high it will hurt your credit score

Thanks I'll check it out. The one my friend applied to get for me through a friend had a 5000 dolor limit, so ya. :lol:

Today was another long day but I'm used to it. The only thing I can't stand is going hungry. I couldn't collect money on a person so I still have no money, just living off change at Mc fatties. I don't know what to do about the gas issue, I guess I'll borow money from my sister. That might help, for now :rolleyes:

After this next pay check I'll be caught up and wont be financially fcked. I'll keep my second job for as long as posable, Oregon here I come!! :lol:

Too tired and hungry to think, bed now. ^_^

woo Oregon! I hope you get your money situation sorted out soon ^_^

Hurray! Congrats on avoiding financial destruction! :rock:

Another day another Dolor. :rolleyes:

Another long day, just he usual BS here. I applied for a capital one credit card, I'll see how that goes. Nothing out of the ordinary today. Very slow actually, not many people are going to the FRC lately. Aw well, less working hard for me. :lol:

I'm on empty, but I have a good ieda to get me out of the gas rut. We have a fuel truck at work I have full access to 24 hrs, I'll just put a few gallons in me car. :P I'm going to be getting 40 dolors from me sister on Friday so that will defo help. ^_^

I just can't wait till next Friday, pay day. :w00t: I'll finally out of the bs debt and I'll be ahead and the saving can finally start. I just can't wait till I can move to Oregon, I will have a fresh new start on life and I will be able to live with my life style with no worrys, and since some beast friends are considering moving there too I will have an awesome life up there. No starting over friend wise.

So for now I still play the waiting game, 20 years and counting, <_<

Thanx. Ya that would be horrible. I guess hard work pays off....someday. :rolleyes:

I'm about to go to bed but I just wanted to share a few thoughts.

I can't get moving off my mind now, it's all I'm thinking about. I'm sooo :badwords: SICK of working my ass off all day for basically nothing. I'm starving to death and I work 6 day a week!! :angry: I hate the gas prices, the fucked up pay, waaay too high housing prices, and because of all that I'm beyond miserable and lonely as fuck. Sorry if I'm offending anyone but I'm on edge because I'm so hungry and broke and stressed out from being on empty, and most of all so sigs or sex...so ya I'm :badwords: past the point of fed up.

...I though things are so posed to work out for good people. -_-

not a lot goin on now, but when my cousin was around he not only used me, but his dog used me, not much choice here, but luvd it... was never sure wen me cousin would turn up or wot would happen wen i was at his, but k9 action was the sometimes the plan and how fuckin horny was it, was always in me boots dog and him seemed to luv them!

Man don't look at what your fed up with look at the good things in your life. Be greatful you have a car a house a bed to sleep in. As for the food situation talk to some of those ethiopians in Africa they sniff glue to avoid feeling the hunger pains. Shit will turn around trust me its just life and it has its ups and downs its all about what you make of it. :D I might be moving to cali with my mom but id probably go to college in Oregon make up some excuse or something but my mom wouldn't have trouble living there shed get paid $40/hr but yeah man it's so easy to focus on the negative be glad for what you do have? :blush: As for the lover thing youll get one eventually I am going to have to go through at least 4 years of college b4 I can get a place of my own and have my own lover and ill have to leave my dog at my house because i can't have her in the dorm damn those colleges.....

Long road when you're on your own... but, like I always say "Hell first, fun later." Guess what? You are doing the hell part, once you tear through that aspect of life - fun, happy times! If not, at least you got us.

Hell is an understatement. :lol: I'm just very glad to have found someone special lately to help me through these hard times. ^_^ :P