lol I hope so. This is the third time I had to go through this. It's never been this bad though...dam the gas prices. :P

Allright then man. You be cool. B)

zoo pimp?! that just made me laugh :lol: u have a cool mom! :D

Hang in there Retribution! It's just temporary, I'm sure. :)

Man you should never go hungry what I used to do when I ran out of money and I ran away from home is go into walmart get something at the deli then walk around the store eat it then leave....lol. I would definately not help people out finacially you gotta take care of you first then you can choose who you help. I would try to get on a good budget plan man. Know how much you got to spend and how much you need to make it through. Being in AA and NA I know what you're going through its just co dependency for me at least going around trying to fix all the worlds problems and controlling the outcome of things. It's hard for me at least to turn down someone in need butI know I gotta make sure I am doing okay first. I am definately keeping up with your thread man I enjoy talking to you because I feel like I can relate to quite a bit of it. So i'm here for you man hang in there.

You know what Mortal, ur a real cool cat/dog. :lol:

Thats some good advice I'll have to put to use, I never though of it that way. The last person I think and worry about is myself, and that may be a good reason why I'm having such a hard time right now. Tomorrow is pay day so I'll be ok. I do budget myself but I had some unexpected expenses. If I didn't give my dad the 400 he would of been out of house and home. :mellow:

But starting tomorrow I'm on a strict budget. No more expensive fast food, I'm actually going to go grocery shopping. :P I'll get me roomie to cook some food too. I'm hoping I get that credit card soon so I can put all purchased things on there and pay it at the end of the month. But gas and rent are my main problems right now, I need a raise sooo bad. :pinch:

I like the new avatar. B)

Day two of no food and money.

What a fucking day. Crazy day at work and even crazier effort to get there. :rolleyes:

I did the normal routine of getting up putting on my uniform and armor, beretta, ect. And nearly fall down the stairs rushing down them to try and get to work on time(I love to sleep 10 or more hours :lol: ). When I got in my car and started it the fuel gage was at the red and E mark. I was worried I wasn't going to make it to work today. I drove slow and very gas conscious. I literally ran out of gas as I was pulling into the main parking lot. lol :lol: Talk about luck, it was like some shit from a comity movie.

I borrowed 13 dolors from my boss/friend for gas and food money till tomorrow. I went and used my gas can in the trunk to fill up my car with a gallon to get me to lunch and eventually home. I eat at Mc Fatties, and I usually HATE that place but after about two days of no food ur own hand looks like a tasty treat. :lol: :P I had four 2x cheese burgers and a drink. Man, after that I could actually start to think clearly again.

The actual day at work was a little busy, but still easy enough. I was posted at one entrance for 4 hours before I was relieved, talk about boring. But after that I got to go on motorcycle patrol on the Ducati. It was way worth standing up for 4 hours. Nothing exciting happened, just wrote a few parking tickets, joked around and talked shit with the other officers and soldiers, the usual. I'm looking forward to getting my pay check tomorrow, I hate owing money and I'm negitive $109 in the bank so I want to get that squared with asap. :unsure:

For now I'm going to chat with some beast buddies here and then play Hell's Gate: London. :w00t:

Thanx, me too. :D It suite's me more. I'm basically a warrior wolf wearing a human suit. lol :lol: B)

Thanx. ^_^ It's actually crazy the amount she has changed over the years. She used to beat the living SHIT out of me for almost no reason at all. Now things are way different, she's a good friend and a great mom. I can talk to her about literally anything. I rarely talk to her about zoo stuff, mostly because I don't see her very ofter after I moved away. But she talks to me about everything also, her animal fantasy's, about her and her boyfriend's sex life. lol, some shit I would prefer not to hear but It's cool I can talk to her openly and freely. ^_^ :lol:

Nice lol

retrib, can't tell you how many times in the recent past I have "been there, done that"... In fact, a couple months ago, I got to work... but when I clocked out and started the car, it died as soon as I put it in reverse! :o (Yay for cell phones and friends who will bring you a couple gallons!)
I'd like to give you some suggestions over pm or in chat... hopefully you can save money. Also... potatoes and eggs are cheap and very versatile!!! ttys
^_^


thanks EV, for reminding this thread about "no politics" rule. I was just about to do the same... till I read your reply.


On the whole "zoo-exclusive" note... I can completely understand... right now I am 95%-ish temporarily zoo-exclusive (too many reasons to list... but no bad reasons at all!)
...and while I think it might just be a phase, I could see it lasting my entire life if I choose...





:heart: :heart: :heart: to everyone and their individual decisions... whether they change or not. Just be happy with yourself!
:kiss:

man thanx for the comment you can save a ton of money cooking food at home instead of eating out. Heck if you really wanna start learning to cook somewhere get the like 101 ways to make ramen noodles it has a ton of recipes that are really simple. I can understand the gas tank on E lol thats why I filter out used veggie oil because my mercedes is a diesel. I am gonna buy hells gate london that game looks pimp. but btw blizzard made diablo and bungie halo I guess maybe they split off to make that after getting mad about world of warcraft. I am bi with animals and wanted to pick one up tonight but around where I live they are all hound dogs and so LOUD!!!! lol I dont wanna get shot by a hill billy but its a hard thing to weigh against. I actually meant a lady with a horse farm of throughbreds today so I might drive out there and hop the fence one night. She said they're skittish and shes scared to open the gate. I was like im not scared of any animal if it kicks me its pissed if it runs its scared and if it lets me pet it it must want me near it lol...least thats my philosophy for animals I don't know very well. I can understand about your dad though that would suck sounds like he needs a budget too! well till tomorrow :lol:

It's weird too because I can suck on my own penis...lol So I really don't need a woman in the first place. Just a furry lover to comfort me in my time of need or a furry lover that I can pleasure :inlove: okay I gotta get up early tomorrow to go to yard sales.

Actually he can't work very often cause he's really weak. He is currently dieing from bone marrow canser. And the fact that construction jobs are very slow doesn't help.
He does what he can to make the rent but I always end up helping out, I'm just a kind person like that. ^_^