It is hard to understand but it is entirally possible. (Knows from experience.) I've worked at this animal shelter for quite sometime and this same sib husky keeps on coming back. Poor thing I wish I could adopt her so much, but I dont have the money and since I still live in my dads house while going to college. My dad stated I must pay off all my bills save up enough money for some major operations (god forbid there will be) and he said he will probably let me adopt a dog.

I find I always think about her. I even named her Sakura. The reason behind the name is I find her just as beautiful as a Sakura Tree in full bloom. (Quite breath taking really to those who have seen a sea of them. I didnt have a camera either).

Whenever she sees me I notice she acts differently towards me than any other of the people. I walk into the kennel sit down and she comes right and gives me lots of kisses. I look forward to playing/groom/cleaning her kennel each day. When she gets adopted true I'm very sad but as long as the people adopting her treat her how I treat her I'm somewhat fine with it.

Anyways since I've written yet another page LOL. Going back to work now.

Enjoy the rest of the day Minna (everyone)

SMM

I see, well that is a truely touching story, I hated not having a dog, but if im not mistaken you have a girl friend as well. I'd say if you really love this dog save up your money, work overtime, if you REALLY love her/him then im sure you will find a way.

This post has been edited by KaihakuOokami on Apr 7 2007, 01:52 AM

Yes you are right I do have a girlfriend and I mentioned to her about what I was going to do and that I was a zoo. Her reaction oh it doesnt bother me but I can't really imagine having a dog inside of me, but your more then welcome to act out your zoo fantasies. I was also scared to death about telling her. I just said look up the word zoophilia and she already knew what it was.

I got lucky in finding a real understanding woman. Plus she loves dogs but is not a zoo. She always asks me if I learned anything new etc etc.

I'm also working overtime a lot. Plus my tax return is going towards my bills. So I have it all planned out. The only problem is if my dad really say yes. If he says no well then new goal save up to get a house with a big yard with a tall fence with Coyote Rollers. (www.coyoteroller.com) I think thats the website.

Well, I would definently want to know (If I was you) if the dog is spayed or not. Because it would be difficult for your animal to be interested if she is not in heat.

I have very open minded friends and tell them about it
so yeah....
thats about it
my mom knows too
sorry my post couldnt be as interesting as the others, I guess im just lucky

I have a hard time telling anyone about my desires. I stay away from anywhere I might be suspected of staring at animals, like a pet shop. I am afraid of being found out. I go to the zoo and stare at the animals, especially the bulls. There, nobody pays attention. I have told a few gay friends, but they are repulsed by my desires. Now, I keep them secret. dave.

True. I'll be asking that today and i'll just state I have a friend who is a breeder and I told her about the malamute she said she was interested but only if she isnt spayed. yeah I know lying bad but I aint gonna tell about my desires.

Plus I found out WA and my County has no laws against zoophilia. (Woot).

Anyways off to the animal shelter.

Ja Nee

SMM

I tell very few people about my involvement in k9, but am open with a few friends who are also involved and understand me, and we can openly talk and share, this I think is good for us to have at least a few trusted friends. I hide my feelings to those that I dont know, but am open with those who are involved.

I just avoid giving any sign of my interest in dogs, which leads to some weird paranoid behavior, for it's not accepted by the society here.

Do I hide my zoo' feelings........ :thinking:

I'll say this much, I hide my feelings for Muffin as good as she hides hers for me..... :smartass:

:inlove:


When I'm around with my Muffin, grooming and caring for her with others around in the stable, I don't try to hide "it" and I'm sure everyone pretty much knows how close we both are. But do I go around telling everyone how "close" we really are or grab the first bucket I could find when she gives me a ;) , NO....but there are moments when I really want to, if you know what I mean... :P

Outside of this Forum (of course) I've not told anyone about my zoosexuality. But over the 18 years we have been together, I'm sure there has to be at least some who may look at both of us and.....well, there has to be at least a few who think I may or even know. If there are, I never had someone come up and ask me.

Would I talk about or even make a reference to zoosex in general to someone that knows me? Probably not.

If that person suspected I may but never got the nerve to ask me directly and we were talking anything relating to zoophilia, they just may be thinking to themselves "I always wanted to ask him and since he brought up the subject, here is my chance"...or something like that.

If I ever had someone ask me direct, I have no idea what I would say. I'm sure it will depend on the "situation" of the moment and how they ask....you know, in a weird kinda way, even I would like to know what I would end up saying if this ever came up.

One thing though, if someone ever did ask and I did confess my true love for Muffin and their reply to me was "hey, I just knew you were 'cause I'm a zoo' too!"....that will be a moment that I will never forget. ^_^

This post has been edited by hambletonian on Apr 8 2007, 05:22 AM

How does living in denial affect me? Well, for years I was in denial even to myself. Not consciously, but it wasn't until I found BF that I realized/admitted that I was sexually attracted to dogs. Before that, I knew I sometimes got turned on around certain dogs, but I mostly ignored the feelings, or at least never thought about why I had them. And for someone who does a lot of introspective thinking, that's pretty impressive! :lol:

Mainly I just don't say anything about the depth of my love for dogs. Being a zoo doesn't change how I act towards dogs. I have always been a dog person. I love to play with dogs, wrestle with them, pet them, cuddle up on couches with them... it's who I am, with or without the secret sexual attraction.

It helps that zoos are such a minority. I mean most "normal" people seeing me wrestle around with a big dog are at worst going to think I'm being unsophisticated. At best they would see someone who's not afraid to really get down and play with a dog. It would probably never occur to them to wonder if there's anything sexual going on between the dog and me. Why would they? People "don't do that" so they won't wonder if I do, because doing it wouldn't occur to them in the first place.

So for the most part simply not saying anything protects me. But I am still living in denial of my true feelings for dogs. With most people it doesn't matter, I would hardly go around anouncing the details of my sex life to to strangers anyway. But for family and close friends, it does hurt that I can't tell them. They know I love dogs a lot, that I care deeply about my dogs, much more so than the average pet owner. But they will never really know just how much dogs mean to me, because I have to hide it. And when I do get a big dog again someday, they won't realize that there's a whole other level to the relationship.

I guess knowing there's a whole side of my life I can't share with my friends and family means I'm not as close to them as I could be. It's sad. I will always have to hold something back no matter how close we are. I think it makes me a bit more lonely, a bit less trusting. Being a zoo isn't something my family would ever understand. And It's hard to really trust anyone when you have a secret that you know would horrify them. Of course, I was a bit of a loner even before I had any idea I was a zoo, so... For me hiding the fact that I'm a zoo emphasises the "alone against the world" thing, but it didn't cause it.

I think it's like living a double life. I always have to be careful not to let something slip. Always being aware, being cautious not to accidently mix things up. And having to pretend ingorance and disgust if zoophilia is ever mentioned...That's the hardest for me. At times I want to blurt it out, just to be able to tell someone everything. But they wouldn't understand, and once you say something like that, there's no going back. So I keep quiet. It makes me feel isolated and lonely sometimes, but I figure better lonely than reviled. Besides, that's what's so great about BF, being able to just hang out with other zoos!! :D :D :wub:

DarkShadow

We got to live a double life--or, risk being ostrazied. dave.

:D Thanks Phx dave, that was hot.. reminds me of my (late lover) kahn..he was always hot like that..(damn I miss him)that was a great vidieo :beer: ..take care and be safe..horny in so cal..:twisted: :diablo:

I haven't told anyone, except here in cyperspace. I am married and she doesn't know I have sex with our QH mare.
I also like male animals, but have lhad little oppertunity with them.

I have only told one person who means something to me, he's a close friend here online, doesn't know me in real life, and the only reason I told him is because he is gay, and understands my situation. Then BF is a given.

Everyone else in the world, nope. Nuh-uh, ain't happening. Ever. (Sorry, but I'm already pretty emotionally unstable, I don't need society's cold eyes glaring at me, I'd go insane.)

This post has been edited by Infinity's End on Apr 9 2007, 07:34 AM