Inner Thoughts, artwork?

[dogofwar]

okay , im not sure if this is the right place to put this , but if not it will just be moved anyhow , so here is (for now) one of the random writings i make , they are how i think and feel , please to flaming , as i numerously state , to each his own opinion and rights , this is merely mine , constructive debate i fine , just dont try to have a go at me , cause i will simply ignore you.

[dogofwar]

enlighten yourself with a shadow:

the human mind is a complex and ever changing capsule , the processes carried out within this vessel are infinite and amazing in the extreme , our perception of self is the underlying factor in all and any belief , to believe in another , one must first know oneself . . . how can you let yourself be guided by any , wether human and base level , or an almighty and higher than us all , if you do not know how you are who you are. to do so is a lie , maybe not a conscious deception , but a deception and ineffective method nonetheless,the faith you would find in your chosen values and idols would be a construction of misconstrued ideals and blind ambition. take the belief of a god , a higher being who may or may not dictate the lives or destiny of humanity and all we experience. you may say you believe in your god , but how can you perceive this being as real if you do not understand what that belief entails . . . its like looking at a picture and calling it a mirror , it could be anyone and youd still believe it is a representation of self. it isnt. you must delve into your own conscious , and even the subconscious , to even beging to understand self.no one can ever know themself fully . . to do so would to become the very idol and god that many follow . . . examples of which are hitler , and L ron hubbard . .. they never knew themselves fully , but through either defect of mind , misconstrued ideas , upbringing and any other personal factors , they convinced themselves that they knew themselves , and this unknowing lie was percieved by those that follow(ed) them , they see such people as gods and idols as humanity needs something to look up to , we cant control ourselves , if humanity had nothing to rely on , we'd be alone , and that is an idea much too daunting for our race at this point in time.
society generally has a hate policy on drugs and/or alcohol , i believe that in some cases , this is justified . . . those who take a drug , and kill or rape and destroy are those who are not content with what they find within themselves in drugged states. they have seen part of their self , and what they see daunts them , causing primal instincts of panic, anger , hate and destruction.humans are engineered beings , shred us to the core and you will find a stubborn and iron hard lump of violence , our base element is self preservation , self preservation through harm , this is our heritage , and it can not be denied.
Scientology has a specific view on drugs; "Quite in addition to physiological damage, drugs and toxins decrease mental alertness and perception and can contribute to many undesirable states, from unfeeling to hostile. This biochemical factor is a barrier to spiritual freedom."
while partially correct in the beginning , the second statement is , in my personal opinion , incorrect.how can one truly experience spiritual freedon when barred in sobriety and a nuetral state of mind , life is a many laned highway , death is the crash, sobriety is the middle lane , the lane we were born into (in most cases , the exception being mental defect and premature death) and to stay on that lane all your life is to be inexperienced , you can take a human and leave them in this nuetral lane for their entire lifetime , and they will have learned basic social interraction , reproduction , labor and family. . . but to veer onto a seperate lane , a lane that has a drug turn off , is to experience more of the spectrum of lifes offering. the ability to turn the minds eye on itself , effectively turning the conscious and subconscious inside out , is to percieve self , thsi is how you learn what it is to be human , and where you experience what it is to be you. to bar this is a sin in my opinion , as criminal as kidnapping and forced incarceration , those who are in the neutral lane just dont know they are caged , they carry their cell with them all the time , they cant see it , and they cant see past it , their cell is their life , and the only way to breakout , is to experience the inhabitant of that gaol.

i dont begrudge anyone their opinion , i just ask and require the freedom to have mine observed and reflected on by all and any who choose to , if someone has their god and trusts in that god , that is their right and duty to themselves , i only believe that to fully trust in another , you have to trust in your knowledge of yourself. you can believe what you wish , that is for you to decide , and no one should steer your beliefs and values , you can be part of the congregation , the masses in matching grey suits , and yet under that suit , you are all different , no matter what society figures would lead human minds to believe.

[dogofwar]

humanity and potential:

I believe that humanity has huge potential , it is visible through modern science and society.humans intermingle in such complex ways , with so many varying degrees of emotion and experience , that great things can , and do come of it, as do the horrific and destructive.human nature is dictated through self preservation, keeping this in mind it is understandable that such death plagues our history present , and inevitably our future , the only way to avert ourselves from such tragedy is complete transendance of our race , and im afraid that this will not happen for al ong time , if ever.the human mind is a complex and , personally to each human , unique thing. no other entity could ever match your personal perceptions of existence.we are constantly absorbing filtering relating to and analyzing information , consciously or subconsciously so, we are ceaselessly learning , and each percieved piece of information can never be matched by another humans mind , we xcan never see eye to eye , never empathise fully . .. no matter how close we may think we come to anothers state of mind , it can and will never be matched.each time we experience a moment of life , it is analyzed and percieved by many aspects of existence . . . emotion , personality , physical , societorial , and many more . . .these aspects are broken into many sub aspects , each of them analyzing and experiencing life at every moment . . .this information from each sub aspect it compiled , forming you as you are personally , cosciously and subconsciously . . . to match that , that person would have to be you . .. and that is impossible , even if cloning was more than a proposed plan , a clone wouldnt have shared what you have . . .and even in the most subtle ways would be different, thus creating a different style of perception.

the popular quote is "everyone is unique" , everyone is special . .. this is true to an extent . . we are all DIFFERENT in our minds , yet much of the same principles exist , only percieved differently . . . we are only animals , and no matter how far we may come from where we began , we will always be animals. until the point become something other than human , we are base with our instincts and workings . . .the only difference between me and any other in this world is how existence is percieved in my mind , this is the same with us all. never let anyone allow you to think otherwise . .. we are simple in our race , and complex in our mind.